In contrast, I am just dreading the whole thing. I’m seeing more and more days where it’s really hard for me to engage with the news because it’s all so insane I feel like I’m losing my mind, and thinking about what could end up happening on election day and everything that could go wrong will keep me awake at night if I steep myself in it too much.
2016/2017 really did a number on me, and the people around me have no idea how close I ended up a proto-QAnon nutcase. The thing that really snapped me out of it was seeing how many people in the social media circles I was following at the time ended up being Las Vegas shooting deniers, and quite a few of them lived here. People I’d known for over a decade were staying in town minutes away from the scene, stuck in their hotel and unable to leave because everything was locked down for hours. I still look up when I go to the Strip. With all that stuff basically in the mainstream right now and having had firsthand exposure to it, it’s just a scary time.